-Living to its fullest.

I always wonder why not spend money when you have it, why spend ages at the supermarket shelves trying to figure out how much you would save by buying a lotion 10shs cheaper, Just how much does one save by not buying the very best?
Why buy less, when you can wait for a month or so to get that, that you really need.
I find the idea of tomorrow an illusion, I always see reason, What if there is no tomorrow? What if I don’t have an opportunity to spend what I have now, I always muse. I try to live life to the fullest, life is too short anyway…

-i discovered how old i was today.

so today morning, my small bro Ian bumped into my ID card, initially he thought i was 21, so when he found out i was 19, he could not stop screaming about how young i was. honestly i never lied to him, he just never asked.
there is obviously a difference between lying and not talking about something that people make assumptions about. today i felt 10 years younger with all the teasing i got. i realised that one is as old as they feel.

-He changes times and seasons

i woke up to find this in my inbox from Joel,
God is always looking to take us to higher levels. He wants us to grow and increase in every area of life. Change is often a catalyst for growth in our lives. It keeps us from getting stuck in a rut. God will supernaturally open and close doors to keep us on the path toward our destiny. He will “stir us” out of comfortable situations and stretch us because He loves us too much to allow us to live in mediocrity. Just like a mother eagle will stir her young, God will stir His children. Do you know how an eaglet learns to fly? That eagle will take her eaglet to the very highest point—way out of its comfort zone—and then she releases it. As the eaglet falls, the mother swoops down and picks it back up again. She does this over and over until the eaglet spreads its wings and soars through the air. That’s what God wants for you today. He wants you to soar in life! You might feel like that eaglet learning to fly, but know that God is right there with you! He’ll never leave you. Embrace God’s change today, knowing that He is using it to take you up higher so that you can live in victory all the days of your life!

Prayer for Today
Dear God, today I open my heart and mind to receive all that You have for me. I trust that You are with me directing my every step. I embrace Your seasons of change and thank You for helping me grow and increase in every area. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

-Bringing out the mother in me.

if only you knew how badly i want his baby?

i know am too young to have a baby, but we women all have maternal instincts,right? i soo badly want the bulge...

i know its not easy being a mom, but with the way i feel now, i would give anything to have his baby, Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby... that somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "normal" is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct... that somebody never took a three-year-old shopping.Somebody said being a mother is boring... that somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good"... that somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices... that somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother... that somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first... that somebody doesn't have five children.Somebody said a mother can find all the answers to her child-rearing questions in the books... that somebody never had a child stuff beans up his nose or in his ears. Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery... that somebody never watched her "baby" get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten... or on a plane headed for military "boot camp." Somebody said a mother can do her job with her eyes closed and one hand tied behind her back... that somebody never organized seven giggling Brownies to sell cookies. Somebody said a mother can stop worrying after her child gets married... that somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in-law to a mother's heartstrings.Somebody said a mother's job is done when her last child leaves home... that somebody never had grandchildren.Somebody said your mother knows you love her, so you don't need to tell her... that somebody isn't a mother...

whatever it takes, i want to be a mother!!!

-going home...

to dad who is unwell, not a good feeling at all....

-The Denim problem

so OK, i cant stop buying jeans!! we all cant stop buying them, sometimes they fit sometimes they don't, so i got this tips that really helped me.

1.Buy jeans that are your size. Buy nothing smaller, or nothing bigger than your actual size. In order to look good in them of course they need to fit comfortably.

2.Identify your body type.
Are you top heavy? If you carry most of your body weight in your torso, consider a boot leg jean or jeans with a slight flare to balance out your bottom half.

3.If you carry a lot of your weight in the butt, hip, and thigh area, you'll want to avoid slim-fit jeans, because they make those "problem areas" seem a lot bigger. Go for a straight legged jean to make your legs look longer and thinner.

4.If you have a thin, rectangular figure create some curves by trying skinny jeans.
Pay attention to the rise of the jean. If the rise is too high, you will get a "pooch" which will make you look like you've got a belly. If the rise is too low, any fat you have will spill over.

5.Consider dark wash jeans. They're easier to dress up, and look good on a range of sizes. They are very flattering to any figure.

6.Variety is the spice of life. Try on different sizes of jeans to see which one fits well, and looks good on you. You never know how they'll look until you try them on.

7.If you're not comfortable in the jeans you're wearing they will not look good on you, and you won't look feel confident in yourself.

8.Different brands may fit you differently, so try on a couple different sizes. You may be a size 2 in Paris Blues and a size 4 in Levi's.

9.If you have a small butt (like me) & would like it to look bigger, get some jeans with patchwork/embroidery on the back pockets.

10.If you have no curves, get jeans with a fade in the thighs & below the butt. It creates curves... Here are some nice jeans i found

Embossed pocket jeans Tattoo jeans Sequin jeans

however, Capris and cuffed jeans look great on everyone! Just keep in mind that they can make your legs look shorter, so petite girls should look for capris that fall just below the knee. The same goes for cuffs - make smaller cuffs if you have short legs. These jeans look hot with tall boots, but don't show any space between the hem and your boot. You can also dress them down with sneakers, as long as they're not a bulky athletic shoe.

All the best as you sort out your Denim problem.

-Beef

i ain't the kind of people who hold grudges so ill let all out...

1. The girl next door.
if only you knew how Ur loud music pissed me off! girl, you got bad choice in music... so in case you didn't know we here to study, give me my peace...if u don't care about your degree, open a club in Nairobi.

2. The cook.
Why is it that they even employed you??? did u get classes in cooking? if only u knew that i come to you because i have no option and cooking at my room sux but i don't know how much longer i can eat your food....your cooking sux just as much!

3. guys at Uni.
i know that not all of us love doing charity but how easy it is for you to pay a thousand for a stupid, tacky one day camp...whereas no one can raise a hundred for charity, no one shows up for the charity events. Come on y'all, have a heart.

4.Lydia.
u stopped talking to me with no reason when you got pregnant, i dint get you pregnant that am sure, i was troubled for many days i never thought i could live without you, now that your gone, i care no more for what i could have said i let it bother me but i don't need to torment myself i don't care anymore....to hell with you! if you ever feel like talking to me...go ahead. i really don't care.

5. James.
u cheated on me, hurt me, wasted my time then when i thought it couldn't get worse, when i thought it was the worst you could do, You Dumped me!! i have never hurt you or said anything that could. only two words for you Fuck You! i don't care, i thought that i could never get over you, but am over you...just look at me now. Blossoming in new love!!

6. Easy fm.
where do you guys get your music from?? i was thinking you must have a play list of like 10 songs, is there anyone in control of the music? is he or she sane, i do not understand why you keep playing the same songs... ooh, come to think of it, i don't care anymore... i have hot 96, homeboys radio, classic fm, capital fm. so to hell with you and your boring music heheh

7. Paris Hilton.
Why are you famous?

8.J. holiday
why are you so far away, so inaccessible...but most of all why is everything about you hot?

9.Kibaki and Raila
why did so may people have to die before you came to your senses.


and last but not least my boyfriend....

10. Baby
for loving me, yet being so far away from me....